A story for our time, in which three people give and take - but who gives what to whom, and who takes, is the question.

Chapter 8

I was tempted to email - even telephone - Gerard and Zoe straight after watching the video. Instead I decided to sleep on it and wait until morning. I can't say I slept much, and by six o'clock next morning I had switched-on the computer monitor ready to opene my email program, still wondering how I was going to phrase what I felt I needed to say. Little did I realise that things were about to be taken out of my hands.

'You have new mail waiting. Do you want to read it now?' said the computer screen as it warmed up, the message swimming slowly into view.

I clicked the Yes button.

Gerard had another dilemma for me, and one that was harder to deal with than him making my slave bring herself off on an artificial prick covered with bristles, or even slapping her tits until she lost herself in orgasm. In the restaurant in Paris he had suggested injecting Zoe's breasts to make them larger. Now he brought the subject up again.

'You are not fair with me', he wrote 'in your objections to the idea of increasing the size of Zoe's tits. Your desired result from Zoe's training is for me to give her unusually long erected nipples, and you admit one would enlarge the nipples of his slave with an injection without breaking the rule that everything must be done naturally. I think her breasts should be larger, and it is difficult for you to admit that injection can be used. I think maybe you have the wrong idea of how I do it. I hate silicone, and certainly do not use it. What it gives has nothing to do with breasts. They become balloons, they are not breasts any more. But if I inject some physiological serum in your Zoe's tit, they will never become enormous, deformed, ugly. They will just become a bit heavier, and the exercises will be a bit more painful. When she has her periods, she'll be dispensed of injections as the tits become heavier and bigger by themselves.

'So, mon ami. Zoe must get some tit-injections. Not too much. We shall not double the volume of her tits, but they will go a bit over the shape and size they have normally during her periods. Apart from any other reason Zoe has sometimes to practice the exercises with Valery and Lola. Zoe's tits being smaller, she can do the jumping jacks without problem while the other girls are suffering with the weight of their tit-flesh jumping and smashing on the torso. It is the main reason why I think Zoe must be injected a bit, so when she has to exercise with Lola and the others, they are on the same level of pain.

'I am afraid the tit-injections will have to be part of the training, if she is to continue with me.'

It was, in fact, an ultimatum. It was also a major change to the whole deal. Although it was Zoe herself who had volunteered for four weeks of intensive breasts and nipple training, a specific condition had been that, unlike some of Gerard's other girls, her tits should not be 'broken', not changed radically in shape: the nipples, yes, but the breasts themselves, no. Now Gerard wanted to change that. I was reluctant to jeopardise the entire project - if I continued to object he would simply send Zoe back, without completing the course - but equally I was not about to subject Zoe to something she did not want and might resent. I had to keep faith with my slave, even if I was no longer sure she was keeping faith with me. Knowing I was risking the end of the project, I told Gerard that either he, or I, would have to get Zoe's consent, and that consent could only be given after he had explained to her not just what he intended to do, but what the effect - both short term and long term - on her tits would be.

About four hours later, I got another long e-mail, this time from Zoe herself. 'Darling. I'm sending you this to say that I want you to let Gerard go ahead with the injections. He has told me what is involved - and I've also talked to Lola, and seen some video he has of one of his other girls getting the treatment, and what her breasts looked like both before and after. Gerard uses medical sterile inert serum. It's not actually injected into the breast - the needle will go in through my nipple, in through the eye as Gerard calls it, and then is pushed in quite deep so the serum goes into my breast that way. So think of it as part of my nipple toughening, which is what I'm supposed to be here for anyway.

'Actually, it sounds a lot worse than it is (I hope!). My boobs will be bigger and heavier - but only during my training. Once the injections are discontinued, the serum is absorbed by the body, and the effect wears off. The only permanent effect is that they may not completely recover from the stretching effect, so you might have to put up with them being a bit softer - but it won't be much. They will also be longer - Gerard wants to stretch them, as well as stretching my nipples. 'Anyway, they're already being stretched, with what I'm doing already. They get some heavy treatment from Lola, with the tit-press as she calls it. You've seen me put into them on the video. They get wound-up pretty tight, and when I have to do jumping jacks in them, or go on the stretching bench without my training bra, I know they're being stretched quite a lot as it is. So this won't be much more than I'm taking on already.'

I was coming round to the idea. To be truthful, I had started to be persuaded as soon as Gerard had re-assured me that he wasn't planning on silicone, or any other artificial substance. It wasn't that I wanted Zoe to have bigger tits - I liked them they way they were - but there was something very erotic in the reasoning behind the injections. There was more to Zoe's message, and as I read on my brain whirled with a heady mixture of emotions.

'There is another reason I want to let Gerard do this to me, darling - and you are not to be jealous. I haven't fallen in love with him, or anything like that - but I do want to please him. A bit like a pupil with a crush on the teacher, perhaps. I am trying really hard to do the exercises well - and I realise that what I want to hear is Gerard telling me I've done well. You have me, all of me, and when I'm trained I shall be giving you my nipples, to pierce and stretch and do all the things to that we've talked about, to give me the longest nipples a girl could have.

'But I want to offer something to Gerard now, as well. I've changed my mind about not having my tits broken, provided Gerard does it. I won't mind if they are broken a bit - I've seen Valery's, they were once as firm as mine, even though they are bigger. Then she gave them to Gerard for breaking - they're beautifully soft and pillowy.

And there is another girl here, whom you have not seen. Her name is Anita. Her boobs were even smaller than mine when she came. Her boyfriend likes pendulous breasts - so she came to Gerard to have her tits stretched and elongated, they way her boyfriend likes them, as well as have them made a bit bigger. She's been here for two months and she's almost completely stretched now, ready for enlarging. I know you would think them too saggy - and mine certainly wont be allowed to become as saggy as hers, at least not unless I ask for it - but when she offers them for a hard slapping, or goes into a heavy training routine, it's very erotic. And of course, once she has them enlarged, with the saline, they won't look quite so saggy.

'Lola's tits too - and I know you like those - they're not yet completely broken, but they too are very sexy. In the three weeks I have left, mine won't be stretched that much. And anyway, I'm already being trained to do the slave dance, where I have to demonstrate my submission by being hard on my tits myself, and then offering them to Gerard for a mauling at the end of the dance. I know he plans to be really hard on them - Lola has warned me - and give me the whip really hard after I've already been put to a very thorough tit-spank, as he calls it. I've watched Lola get that, her tits really leap about and get very red. She tries hard to hold herself still, and not let anything show on her face - but I can tell it practically makes her come. I want to have that done to me. I want to be able to give Gerard my tits for the same. So I may as well go the whole hog, and have them stretched..

'So please darling, give me permission to make Gerard the present of my breasts for the rest of my stay. Let me have the injections.'

It was fait accompli. I either said yes, or threw a complete wobbly at Gerard for seducing my slave. Naturally, I said yes.